Tom Billings Experience
I desided to analyze failed fruitarianism of the owner of beyondveg.com. The structuring and the years counting, and the highlighting in bold are mine.
The full article is here: http://www.beyondveg.com/billings-t/bio/billings-t-bio-1a.shtmlFirst of all I like to thank Tom Billings for the information he published. Here is how he describes his diet over 30 years:
"I am a long-time raw-food vegetarian, and have (at different times) followed many of the common raw vegetarian diets: fruitarian, natural hygiene-style, living foods. My current diet is lacto-vegetarian (includes some raw dairy), 75-90% raw."
First ~9 years (1971-1980):
"I was a fruitarian (by the common definition of fruit, not the botanical definition) in this phase. The common definition of fruit used here is: the edible reproductive parts of seed-bearing plants that includes juicy pulp (hence includes such "vegetable fruits" as cucumber, tomato, eggplant).
On this site we use broad botanical definition of fruit: a fruit is a structure of a plant that contains its seeds, but most of us certainly prefer juicy fruit.
For approximately 2 years of this period I was on nearly 100% raw fruit - something that many fruitarians talk about, but very few ever achieve. My diet in this period was usually 100% raw, and was consistently 75+% fruit, in the long-term."
Unfortunately Tom does not tell us what was in those 25% non-fruit food. But he does say he was vegan:
"I again became a vegetarian (January 1, 1970, to be precise), and shortly after that eliminated all dairy products and became a pure vegetarian (at the time I did not even know the word "vegan")."
Something about the fruit he had:
"...had year-round access to a wide variety of locally grown fruit (most unsprayed, some organic), including a wide variety of citrus, mangos, avocados, as well as "minor" fruits: papayas, bananas, carambolas, lychees, longans, coconuts, tamarind, and other exotics."
Being 100% on fruit was good for Tom for around a year:
My initial experience (1972 through early 1973) with 100% raw fruitarianism, after I got past the first major cleansing stages, was very positive indeed: my physical health improved, the need for sleep decreased, I had lots of energy (some of the time), and I had a pleasant "light" or "euphoric" mental feeling that I thought was a spiritual feeling at the time. Things went well for a while, and my spirituality seemed to grow as well. However, there were trouble signs, even in 1972 - emaciation, constant hunger, frequent weakness, and intermittent fatigue.
I don't know what he means by seemingly growing spirituality, but how one can call "positive" being constantly hungry and extremely weak? So exhausted that even a short fasting crashed him:
In the spring of 1973... I went on a 4-day water fast. The results were disastrous: my "light" mental feeling disappeared, my strength vanished and I was weak and fatigued, and my weight dropped to the life-threatening level of 88 pounds (40 kg; I am 6'1" = 185 cm tall).
There is something wrong with it. How little one must eat to emaciate oneself so badly?
"After recovering from the above situation, which I refer to as a "crash," I included lentil sprouts in my diet for some months - until the end of 1973 (or so)."
No information what so ever about how much sprouts he ate.
Then another 2 years on fruit and sprouts, as a typical raw foodist:
"After fully recovering from the crash, I experienced a period of about 2 years when the diet seemed to work well for me, at least most of the time. During this period, cravings were not a problem (in retrospect, I was probably overeating both sweet fruit and avocados in the period)."
Now we know at least something :)
Then he refers to his "around two" years on sweet fruit (in unknown quantities) with normal refrain on how exceptional it is:
"I was on 100% raw fruit for around 2 years. This is a goal that many fruitarians talk about, but very few achieve. Note that despite my "perfect" 100% fruit diet, I was frequently weak - followed by periods of hyperactivity--during this period. This is the classic pattern of excess sugar consumption: sugar highs, followed by sugar blues - which is why I say that I was probably consuming excess sweet fruit during this period."
This is how it all ended:
I had to freeze (and nearly starve) for 3 weeks. I returned to Florida, weighing only 95 pounds (43 kg) - my second crash. Fortunately, avocados were in season, and I was able to quickly regain weight by eating a diet that was mostly avocados.
I afraid there might be something wrong with his health or eating behavior, because this is extreme.
I had cravings for sweet foods (even though my diet had sweet fruit as the dominant food type), and also salty foods (possibly due to lack of minerals). I started eating raw vegetables with soy sauce on them to satisfy my salt cravings. I would occasionally eat candy for the sugar cravings, but preferred to eat dates (which were addictive).
Ok, now he is somebody who just tries to eat raw, uses salt, spices and sugar, and actually cant hold to it, eats sweets instead of fruit.
He does not know that dates aren't raw normally (they are dried in ovens on higher temperatures, and even by sun-drying they ca be easily overheated); it is highly concentrated food, and he probably was overeating ("addicted" to) them.
What do these sugar cravings have to do with reasoning against fruitarianism? He was eating non-sweet food with various tastes and still had sugar, and satisfied those with wrong foods!
"...as addictive as dates and sugar are, there is one fruit that is even more addictive, and most raw vegans are addicted to it. That fruit is: avocados! Rawists who don't believe this are invited to try excluding avocados from their diet, for a firsthand lesson in the addictive nature of avocados."
This contradicts my own experience, and words of many other raw folks: avocados, firstly, are no more "addictive" than any other fruit, secondly, much less addictive that most of cooked foods. I can it avocados - one a day, 4 a day - or forget about them for months and feel fine. As the matter of fact I ate only 1/2 of an avocado or so in the last several months.
After quitting eating fruit his problems begun, and he tries to turned it yet again against fruitarian diet, suggesting, that his body was depleted of nutrients during that period on fruit:
"Additional problems during the post-honeymoon period included: severe muscle cramps - usually leg muscles, which may have been due to a calcium deficiency (most fruit is low in calcium); dental problems consisting of severe erosion of tooth enamel from acidic fruit consumption (enamel hypoplasia) and gum disease that required surgery (my consumption of excess sugar in the form of fruit may have been a factor in that); acid reflux (from eating too many dates); as well as the usual symptoms of excess sugar consumption (fatigue, sugar highs/blues, excess urination, constant thirst, etc.). As a "model fruitarian," my giving in to cravings was done in secret, as it seemed shameful to go off the "perfect, ideal" fruit diet. The only times I ate candy was on my foreign trips (and then only occasionally). In other words, I was engaging in the classic eating disorder behavior of binges and eating in secret."
I have had many extensive periods of eating only fruit, with short interruptions and I never had any cramps. I was phisically active, of cause (dansing, running, hatha yoga). My weight is perfectly normal and my muscules are stronger than ever.
Tom does not provide us with any information on his lifestyle! Did he exercise at all?
And what was his health condition prior to switching to raw diet?.. Why was he so persistent about it if it felt so horrible? Not a word about his motivation other than being convinced (not very deeply, as will be shown later) that fruit are perfect food and striving for "purity".
"Having achieved and experienced very high levels of physical "purity" with the associated "light" mental feeling, I can assure you that the real experience of physical purity is not as positive as others advertise it to be. When you are very "pure," you become very physically sensitive. On the fruitarian diet, your sense of smell is sharpened considerably. The disadvantage of this is that it makes normal life very difficult, as follows.
I do agree about sharp sense of smell, but I consider it to be very helpful and interesting.
1. Sitting in a room with a smoker (even if he/she is not smoking)
may
be painful - you cannot stand the smell.
2. The smell of garlic cooking can be nearly as painful as tear
gas.
3. When you step on a bus or train, you gag because of the
smell of the people on board.
4. You meet an attractive person who also seems attracted to
you, but you cannot get near them because of the smell."
- I can stand smoking smell, sometimes I even like it, but the concentration of smoke in the room is important.
- Cooking garlic smell I do not know well, but I guess it would be rather strong to anybody who is standing right next to the pan.
- Gag? Painful? What kind of people must be in that bus!
- Seriously, I think something is wrong with the guy or he meets very strange people.
"An additional example: For a personal trip to India, I had to get a cholera inoculation <...> the nurse gave me the shot. I immediately passed out, and broke out in a cold sweat. The nurse panicked (she thought she had killed me), and went and got the doctor, who revived me with smelling salts. The sweat on me (as a fruitarian, sweating was very rare for me at the time) smelled just like the vaccine that had been injected into me. Was this an immediate emergency "cleansing reaction," or an allergic reaction? I suspect (but cannot prove) that it was a cleansing reaction, as an allergic reaction might not smell like the vaccine. Anyway, if this is a cleansing reaction, it shows how being too pure, in an impure world, has certain disadvantages."
I never passed out in my life and I had various vaccinations (not very willingly :), but no such reactions at all.
"During this period, I considered myself to be spiritual, but I was very socially isolated. Social isolation is a common and serious problem in rawism, as it is considered a "weird" diet. Because I was harassed a lot about my diet (try being a 100% raw fruitarian in a conservative, suburban part of Florida in the 1970s, and you will experience a great deal of harassment), I chose to avoid the harassment by limiting and carefully selecting social opportunities. I also chose to not be a "missionary" for the diet, as that would simply encourage others to harass me more (as well, I respect the right of others to freely choose their diets)."
Nobody ever rejected me because of my food choices. It was difficult in some situations, but certainly not "very isolating"!
Harassed? How?! What did he tell people that they hassled him (what should we understand under a "great deal"?) So, at first he was missionary (I'd like to know in which way) but changed his mind after being severely harassed?
And the guy loses his interest:
"...I slowly started to lose interest in fruit, dietary purity, and concern for the "evil demons" of mucus and protein. Cravings and hunger increased, and I was apathetic about being "pure." In retrospect, what happened is that I literally burned out from the powerful obsession with food..."
Yes, probably that was a very strange form of food obsession.
Another ~9 years (1980-1989):
Actually, his fruitarianism long ended here:
"After a transition period in the early 1980s when I was a conventional (cooked-food) vegetarian, I entered a phase where I alternated between periods on a (nearly) 100% raw diet similar to natural hygiene, and a conventional vegetarian diet."
As well as veganism:
"After ending the fruitarian diet, I returned to a conventional cooked vegetarian diet. It was lacto-vegetarian, but I ate very little dairy - only in salad dressing, and an occasional piece of chocolate. The foods that I ate passed through me and came out the other end looking just like they did when I ate them."
"... fruit seems to be easy to digest, when, in the long run, it may in fact reduce the digestive fire over time when eaten in great quantity."
He was already eating little fruit in his diet for many years and he still blames the relatively short fruit diet period!
"Anyway, the problem cleared up by itself after around 2 years on more "normal" food. Despite eating considerable amounts of food in this period, I also found it nearly impossible to gain weight!"
He really has a severe health and weight problem that apparently has nothing to do with his diet.
And then for some mysterious reason he tried turned back to raw food:
"After being on cooked food for a while, I returned to eating raw foods. I still considered myself a fruitarian then, but nowadays I consider my diet in the period as being closer to natural hygiene in style. My diet then had fruit as the dominant food (but less than 75%, the standard used here for calling oneself a fruitarian), with lots of vegetables, seeds, nuts, and as the 1980s progressed, sprouts. I was not on the diet full-time during this period. Instead I would alternate - months on raw, then months on cooked, then back to raw, and so on."
Why would he still consider himself a fruitarian?... And if one eats only the half or less of raw foods - it is not a raw diet, it is just a normal healthy diet, just a little strange and unstable because of such alternation.
"I experienced fewer problems than in the fruitarian phase of the 1970s. I would go on raw to enhance my health, then go off it when cravings became a problem. (My primary problem, when raw in this period, was cravings.) As the 1980s ended, I experimented again with sprouts, and found that a more diverse raw diet that included short sprouts - the root shoot of the sprout is about the length of the soaked seed - worked much better for me (such sprouts are filling and satisfying, helping reduce cravings)."
It sounds to me the guy was simply addicted/used to cooked foods, as many of us are. It is normally not easy to switch to raw, he just could not do it and had hardship even with short periods raw.
Last 5-6 years (1990-1996):
"In this phase, I was a generic raw vegan, usually 100% raw, with sprouts as my predominant food source (i.e., similar to a living foods diet)."
Tom really has some problem with cravings in all times:
"My experiments with sprouts continued, and I slowly increased the percentage of sprouts (and green vegetables) in my diet and decreased the percentage of fruit. This type of diet was easier to follow and more satisfying than the preceding diets. However, there were still a few problems, notably cravings (in the early 1990s) and fatigue.
I was 100% raw for much (but not all) of this time. In the early 1990s I got addicted to dates again - an addiction that lasted nearly a year. (I ate approximately 1 pound or 0.5 kg per day.) Sugar was a real problem for me - probably a legacy of my many years on sweet fruit, i.e., the fruitarian years."
That is huge amount of dates! And for his problems with food in the last few years of the 30-years period he still blames first short period of fruit diet!
"In 1994, chronic health problems developed, and I turned to yoga and Ayurveda, the traditional medical/wellness system of India, for help. A blood test done in late December 1994 showed a serious deficiency of vitamin B-12, an apparent legacy of my many years as a vegan and fruitarian. I now use vitamin B-12 supplements (and have been attacked by extremists for doing so)..."
Oh, he must have started with the information that he is chronically ill!
And now he is attached!!! What the hell he means by that? Hate male? Beating on the streets?..
"In 1996, under the influence of writers and friends in the yoga and Ayurveda communities, I started experimenting with raw dairy in my diet. This led me to mycurrent diet."
Later:
"Similar to preceding phase, except I added raw dairy (raw goat milk) to my diet in 1996 and it improved my health significantly (increased my strength and stamina, increased hydration, and other benefits). I also started eating some cooked food (approximately 10-25% of my diet)."
Lately (August 2000) I have been using yogurt instead of raw milk, as it is more convenient. Adding dairy to my diet has helped me in many ways: increased my strength and stamina, effectively eliminated physical cravings; milk and yogurt are comfort foods and anti- craving, increased body weight, and the weight is staying on, rather than melting off, increased hydration (many raw vegans are dehydrated - I was, before adding dairy to my diet), increased sense of well-being; in other words, I feel better, helped with my health problems, and also helped balance me, in Ayurvedic terms.
Are many raw vegans dehydrated? How can he know? And how does milk help with hydration? Did he had enough liquids before, considering his salt-sugar and big amounts of concentrated foods consumption?
It looks like this guy switched from one concept to another without much reasoning and research behind it.
There is another benefit of using dairy: it helped free me from the negative mindset of vegan anti-dairy propaganda. Finally, I could appreciate the gentle nature of Mother cow, and her generosity in sharing her milk with us. That is a far cry from the hateful rhetoric about dairy that one often hears from so-called "compassionate" vegans, e.g., "liquid meat," "cow mucus," "sexual harassment," and so on.
Wow, "milk = freedom from propaganda"! Mother cow? She is not his mother. Vegans - only "so called" compassionate... No, I don't like this person.
My current diet includes about 10-25% cooked foods: mostly steamed vegetables such as broccoli, asparagus, string beans. Lately I have been eating some rice, in the form of khitcharee, a mixture of basmati rice and split mung beans, mildly spiced, that is very easy to digest. Yoga is also very important to me; I teach yoga in San Francisco as a volunteer (public) service. On request, I also give occasional talks on raw foods, nutrition, and related subjects.
And I don't care anymore. It's a pity that the site of this guy dominates search engines each time somebody searched for information on healthy nutrition.











Nevertheless, it's good that he put his stuff out there...